yellow selfexisting seed kin4
...(26.7.9) .. return hungary ..
it was started (midnight) in senegal, between the police central, and the airport, direction lisboa and then hungary...i was arrive to budapest around 8in the evening. my mother (white overtone mirror 18) and my father (red selfexisting snake 225) were waiting 4 me there, we didnt see each other since a year, they was laughing how im look like:) i was very tired, more than 2days without sleeping, but i was fulfill, we visit our grandparents, after return to the hause of my mother and brother and talk until the morning glory.. overtone red serpent kin5...i was allday long talk about...with my mother in the afternoon and eve visit some of my friends in bp. shocking waddafakk.:)
the next days visit the other grandparents in the countryside, my grandson near the lake balaton, after hitch to bp tabàn, there meet some friends like from “last life”, an ex girlfriend, linda, sleep one of my best friend rufus, and few days twisting, meet up petya in the last moment before i leave to the european rainbow gathering in ukrain, finally i was hitching there alone, on the way i meet some brothers and sisters, dafna from israel, we was arrive on..
rainbow in ukraina
the spectral blue monkey kin11..(2.8.09)..
the spectral blue monkey kin11..(2.8.09)..
the gathering was full flying on the wings of positive energy, after the 2 months darkness in senegal. i was joined 4 an improvised angel walk ritual, where the energy of love in Eros aspect was present for the longest in my life, like in heaven.. with dafna after the first day we lost each other, i was little sad about this..
4 the western european warriors, as i had seen it was big challenge to process the differences between the cultures..the rainbow 4 me like my life, way, is very big challenge, to learn to be real human from the earth, nature, and break the connection with the technoospheric robot society and the ancient dual seal of our thinking, and harvest the fruit of modern thinking, than reunion with the ancient, almost lost knowledge of the fine natural energy ..
i realized here what my names are meant, the normal gery, what come form gergely-gregorian, the mistakes chaotic calendar, what we use now, and the chuen, like monkey in the language of the ancient maya, from the tzolkin, what is the sacred calendar of mayans, followed by cycles of nature in harmony... "AH YUM HUNAB KU EVAM MAYA E MA HO!" "all hail the harmony of mind and nature!
the fullmoon celebration was energyless, i prefer the spontaneous events are more dynamic, more powerful, like it was the night before fullmoon, huge raining, gathering in the main tipi and drumming dancing singing many different style, culture, but one love heart song.:) before in the afternoon double rainbow in the sky and lot of rainbow bridge between hearts..
my discover in the beginning "elf land" highest in the mountain the skandinavian camp, the brothers and sisters from the north was so strong commune they create an amazing camp and chai kitchen, they brought a huge stone from a norway tin gathering and carry up the up the mountain and many more to build a shaped viking boat around the “main fire” of the camp, again takk 4 them:)
the time wasnt at all how we normally think about, rainbow time..i was just a week, but in eternality, and become many strong connexions, rainbow bridges of brightness...and blablabla...
there is two way, because we r living in the age of duality.. we can thinking positive and negative, cause our life become how we r thinking... the choice is ours..but everything is coming from the One, and finally we will arrive to the One, the totality, again. but no matter how, the revelation or apocalypse comes and we unpack what we have, and we get how was our life...
(sharing)
ozora festival
rhytmic blue storm, kin 19 (10.8.09)
in the morning with shiny Ahau (yellow selfexisting sun 160) we leaved from the arc-an-iris land, and half bus tripping and hitching we return to hun. and next day afternoon, in resonant yellow sun kin20 we hitch down to ozora and snake in with fought with the natural security:), to snake in the festival was longer then the hitch from érd:) we arrive at the evening when juno reactor was starting. fckin big mass on tuesday evening was much more people than last year at saturday, we almost didnt found nobody, and we was last in the forest of tents and people, i wasnt know where we are, this was already my fifth ozora, insanity..
we packed down in the workshop area, make a armband, and lets go, and around like in the big cities, people mass, but no familiars and friends, so back to sleep.. the next day Ahau said to me that many sick people in one place never seen before, and get back to budapest for practicing 4 dance action..
after the very fine energy flow from rainbow to arrive here the eternal noise light and the bad dluuggsuse area, i become sick for a day or two, but i realized myself charge up and create the reflections, but it was more difficult than normaly.. "u can fool some people sometimes, but u cant fool all the people all the time, so now u see the light and stand up 4 ur right!, and dont give up the fight!..."
the top of the fest 4 me was the 3 days "ambient training" the first level: thursday solar white wind kin22, with entheogenic and after vibrasphere, the second level: planetary blue night kin23, with h.u.v.a. network and asura, the last 3.level: spectral yellow seed kin24, with aes dana was a little dark tone in the deep and carbon based lifeforms, what was diving into the highness, arrive to the totality and reunion 4 the perfect universe, join more time to the Chronic of Akasha or Noosphere, this very fine eternal energy level and deeply understand what is impossible to fully express with words...
i was guided by the music...the shpongle concert was just starting right after CBL, i was join of the huge ship caravans, arrive to the main, from the edge of the dance floor till the middle to get in was more or less half hour it was incredible big "traffic", in the front of the stage i met how i stop with zselyo and andrew who just arrive in that time we was the first familiars of him:) (before i exchange a piece of shit 4 skywalker cake, what was soo strong incredible, i just eat some of normal "shop" cookie but it was together in the same box and after few hours i was total ko..) now big allegria, take the cookie, and give them a little piece, and i eat as well, after talk with andrew, the concert was 4 us realy boring andrew thought its playback, went up the hill above the dancetrance area smookieconnexion, and back after the concert we occupied one small children swimming pool, like a pirate ship, with a shy girl with magic hats, she give us, after i start to run away from the quick changed dark music, i take my sleeping stuff, try to run try to hide, but cannot break on trough to the other side, i fall to sleep..
the day after tomorrow the transylvania calling bus was waiting 4 us in the morning, cosmic w. world bridger 26 we get off from ozora, 2bigbuses 100people, and 2smaller one, i met with andrea a (selfexisting yellow warrior 56) shining being:) she was the bus organizer i was help her, ...bla... crazy bus tours connexion..
magnetic blue hand kin 27 (18.8.09) transylvania calling:)
arrive to the village in the morning, from there small trucks and traktors carryed up the people to the location, we stayed in the village cause there wasnt enough place in the trucks, so wait few hours, see how the transylvanian village start to awake in the morning glory, in that time the other bus arrive with the jugglers, and, desirée, (cosmic blue hand 247) as well, she surprised me very much, i forget she will come, and i was almost fall a sleep, she wake me up, like an angel hug me from the back with lot of love and hot:) finally we get up the festival area, fall a sleep in a beautiful place, again desirée wake me up:) go to swim in the icey spring, and than the last small bus of hardy arrive with andrew, we found a nice place to camp the other side of the river, but the flow was strong so decide to build up a kind of bridge, we did, they accept , there was..
i get the first injury on my feet.. than the other side of the river, canadians from the franch part, quebec and a radiance pair from france was camp, they had the idea to build a fire to the water, a small island on the middle of the river, fire, around hay on stones, around the river, the one of most lovely camp on the gathering, with amazing people :)(: one other neighbor from ireland go mushroom picking mission, we eat amazing mushroom meals, with lotof different kind of mush.:)
monika, nénjeee (lunar red dragon 41) from hungary, but she used to live in brasil, she offer to me to help sell my african jewelers with her brasilian stuffs and i accept sometimes change blabla..
in the evenings im become chuen (monkey) on the dance floor, make jokes, disturb the people, and fire juggling connexion, but i don’t participate for the fireshow, what was organized before..
one night met with oliviane and loose after with natalie from australia live in barca, chill than islandmission, the next night met again with o. she show me her feet with staphylococcus i told her my story with this shit from maroco, i asked hardy (who was under pressure the hole festival about organizing the jugglers and all of “theater” performance), he give mms to her, than chai treehouse mission with oliviane (electric red snake 185) than sleep (in that night i dreamt she infect me..) but before i was sure, not, i was flying too high on the positive energy for this sharing..
but the next and last day (raining, raiinniingggg) the dream come true, we leave each other, i fall down, few days later the infection is started, or maybe come back from maroco, dunno.. the rainy day big trance&dance on the rain, the bridge is gone with the island what we build up, our tent is the other side, big mission the flow was strong, but when the river went down we found the bridge on the island and save our stuff..
i met here with imix jaguar, balam c. and with many other names (red solar dragon 61) a mayan brother (than i remember we met in ozora as well..) he was doing sometimes the visualization and than a workshop about 2012 and “mayablabla”, the information, what i was already ve, was getting deeper .. with andrew (planetary red skywalker 153) we become very-very good friends:)
white galactic wizard 34 in the morning in the chill we found oliviane sleeping with somebody than go to catch the ride, hug andrea and whose were staying, and bus tour back to hungary, norwayan christo (blue spectral monkey 11), johanne, catherine and flavien from france, and the canadians nick the hug brother:) went to the place of andrew after the “welcome budapest part” in the night…
blue solar eagle 35 (26.8.09) hungary mission get ready to france…
moveing lot with andrew, mars project on planetary y warrior 36 with andrew, joker, and zsiksorsi the fresh x girlfriend of andrew, who just come back from maroco (experiences fullconnexion, love marocoo (:), but we was the unvisible side of the mountain we lose the mars..tabán fire&jam wendesdays , become crazy for budapest, infection connexion blaablaa..
red lunar dragon 41 (monika) – 42 went with rufus and adropa cid to the mountains of pilis (the heart chakra of the earth) touring and me to healing this crazy vibrations of the city and hungary and my stef. it was a beautiful travel, one magical place in a hided valley with the last sun lights flower and butterfly (fairys) fullconnexion in the bright sunlight , long hours with the sunset, like the little prince, we was follow the sun set all afternoon, and watch it in the top of one mountains from huge rocks in the evening, all around the hills, mountains valleys with big forests, and the big curve of the huge river danube , than a small firemeditation with palo santo..al hamdulillah!!!..
we r the rainbow many colors, many different life ways, but like the rainbow ve a beginning and the end, than circling, all of our ways reunion..
i start the mms healing, whats become terrible.. the french tour was in progress, with 6 friends, andrew me one hitch group, zselyo (blue magnetic eagle 235) marci (white magnetic worldbridger 66 like emi), the other, and monika and k.andi (white planetary mirror 218) the third… one night meeting in place of zsely, meet with different people we didn’t know each other, talk about shamanism and talk about a ceremony if we get back to hun. with marci meet here first.. before few days leaving, meet up with norbi (with hang) (white crystal mirror 38) and the traveling group back from the black sea, with tamara (red planetary earth 257) from barcelona blablabla, the day when we wanted to leave im become sick for the mms overdose, so we start the other day,
red planetary moon 49 (9.9.9) hungary – france white spectral dog 50
galactic door
the hitches was incredible, first the krishna valley first settlers from hungary, and than an old good band saxophone player, than we was hitching 3hoours to the bad direction without any stop, ahau call me, after ozora first time touch, she slide down, getting her too much, she will decide to go her own way as well, and thanked me to the light of realization. we turned to the good direction a very nice man take us to the border of slovenia. it was already dark, we climb to the highway, than first hitch a leader of the hungaryan extreme ambulance whose are going to disasters with dogs n blabla, take us to the french alps all night travelling with amazing storys from him.. good vibration is magnetically attracting the good vibration (and it’s same with the all kind of feelings..) in the dog morning we was in the alps, hitch down slowly, sleep a little in a marmot place:) than meet up with the others the next day in isle sur le sourg..
work searching mission is started, blue crystal monkey 51 galactic door , basking little, jewelers selling, stay in contact with other same missions, but everywhere is late, this summer was too hot, the patrons, farmers start this year earlier than normally, we was around avignon gap, visit the bigger wine areas, but nothing, one week start to rain, most of the people decide to get back to hungary, electric blue eagle 55 - 56 some of them if the way isnt not totally easy go down… what is my challenge?...
we stayd with monika, first hitch a guy from switzerland give us 50euro comeone:).. from last year squatting in draguignon and lac st croix, we met a guy from longo mai, and we went to visit this community maybe somebody ve some work info or something, red overtone earth 57 the day before new moon, spent there almost two weeks..the community is the oldest in europe, they had around 8-10 mostly in eu, one ine central america, they have huge development, big fields with fruits, vegetables, wine fields, lot of different kind of animals, around smaller farms, lot workshops wood, metal, textile etc.. but the people wasn’t soo welcomed, i felt energy down, maybe i was down and no reflection we slide down as well, but some people were very nice, and they were cook amazing, food fullconnexion:)..
in that time i had my birthday, september 21, red solar dragon 61, normally i don’t like soo much, im always in deep point in that time, now just only about the atmosphere of longo mai.. a day later i realized this kin is imix, balam..
the day after, 62-63 i had from last year a failed mission, a friend of us have two children, and one of them, johannes like me much, he present me a crystal and paint me, after i was paint as well, and i tought i wanna give it to him, but after this we didn’t met again, i went to spain and africa, the paint was with me all the time, and now i went to visit them near draguignon, i was in the dolmen meditate few hours, than go ampus where they live a lovely small typical provance village in a hill, on almost the top a small old church, around the houses, like if there are no cars, i feel im in the middle age, and above all on the top of the hill are rocks caves and beautiful landscape around the mediterranean mountains fields rivers and canyons.. only their mother was at home, valery, i give it to her, talk a little i don’t want to stay she was her boyfriend and hitch a beautiful plave sillans la cascade sleep in a cave, fire prehistoric connexion, the next day rock climbing up one higher small cave, swim in below the cascade in the veeryy cold pool around the rainbows, and climbing around the place, what is beautiful very wild.. than hitch slowly slowly back to longo mai..
monika had a friend in brasil from france, and they have a land with grapes around bretagne , and there was few days work, before i jump to reclaim the fields, agricultural, peasant meeting near narbonne, i met last night a guy from Portugal they were going there, so easy hitch, white overtone dog 70 on the way we cross one other longo mai a smaller one, a lunch there, one hungaryan guy, he was live in this longo 1year, now he just back 4 the meeting..
in the afternoon time we arrive the place, met up with ági (resonant yellow sun 20) from hungary, we meet in the ukrain gathering, she was with a hungaryan group of people around 10-15.. the meeting wasn’t soo interesting for me, but the all was good organized good translations, the people were lot of smile:) nice connexions, andrea (solar white wizard 74) from mexico but live in sevilla, dancing.. i just wanted to stay few days, we had to arrive sunday, the kin day of andrea 74 and i wanted to leave hitching a day before 73, but felt long time since i arrive from africa to impress the mayablabla and 2012 story, and in the summer festivals i felt to do a worksop about, the information what was ageing want to break out my mouth, i decide to do it on the afternoon of yellow resonant human 72 galactic portal, i did, we were down in one field, it was full viento connexion, i was little confused, my taughts were on high speed spiral frequencies, i was blabla maybe few hours, some people was interested, but my idea was a talking about this fact not i talk only about it, what is finally happened.. after this i felt physically energy full down, cannot move, felt sick high fever, maybe because the strong wind, or maybe the powerfully impress dunno, but i went early sleep and decide don’t leave the next day how i planned.. next day i felt better, in the evening big gypsy party crazy “csujjogatoo” connexion (i start to carve a spoon before what was almost ready, i promised to a very good brother from belgium, yuri (crystal blue night 103) in maroco) but in the big crazyness the spoon felt out from my pack and we was jumping on it, the spoon part broke totally..
white solar wizard 74 fullmoon in the morning wake up early with smile, watch the beautiful colorful morning glory the other side the full moon went slow down, somebody take down us to one bigger city, i start to hitch direction north, but it was already late, i taught if im lucky i can arrive to bretagne in the night, but i don’t get hitch 1-2hours, it was strange in france, i ve had enough, decide if i get a hitch to north i go work, if south go to spain to matavenero gathering..
welcome hoomeee!!! spectral yellow warrior 76 (6.10.09)
i arrive to matavenero on the evening, big raining, all of my stuff are full wet, im very tired, but the sun was clarity shining inside, welcome home...:) the tree days hitch was crazy terrible, first night on the border of france and spain in the guy beatch, i was swimming in the night, before and after also one homo was trying me, i decide to sleep in tent with a wood stick, but i was don’t need it al hamdulillah.. the hitch was veeryy slow, spain connexion, i hate hitching there, on the morning before i arrive near oviedo police attack me take the knife what my grandfather gave me, i become crazy and very sad, long time ago i was crying, and after long time don’t get hitch...after i arrive slowly, grande allegriaa:)
matavenero was a templar village in the past next to el camino de compostela pilgrim way, but the religion was eliminate the settlers from here, than the village was long time abandoned, since the first settlers arrive here and ask the government to live here, the answer if they survive the winter no pasa nada..it was i don’t remember xatly, maybe aroud 20-30years, beautiful place, but like “everything is changing” (buddha) its not community anymore, lot of people are not participate for the communion, they are wish people to be there and be together, make colour, light there..
on the evening when i arrive, met a brother from bilbao full maya connexion, celebrate the pray for the seven direction, with the right poem, very good vibration, then he leave from the gathering..on the rainy days mostly main tent,( jammin’ jammin’, i hope u like jammin’ to:) barbara (black burry) (red cosmic dragon 221) my perfect challenge, macramé workshop, one afternoon a talking circle about recycling meet blabla, and the other blabla, again the half of the circle gone with “its so beautiful here i love it blablabla” and finally the decision we need to talk a lot more, this was the first and the last in this gathering.. didgeridoo fullconnexion, a brother who was making didges, was present me one bamboo didgee, after play playyplaaayyy :)
than enter to my life, to my soul, to my heart cheila (yellow planetary human 192) present the didge to her later, on the day BLUE MAGNETIC STORM 79 i was love her for the first glance. didge together, and in the evening laughing workshop in the main, i fall to trans what was more shouting workshop than laughing, i felt like im travel back to the archaic mind level..cheila who was next to me, hold my hand, circling the universe, so high.. i was don’t understand this energy, exactly, she was with paulo, a brother from portugal, i felt i don’t want to be near to her, to them, but its wasn’t clear at all, i was dunno exactly what is the story about, i was just love..after the workshop big african jamm in the main fire, i get a cameren goni, i didn’t play since when my instrument is gone in senegal, now i sto before morning glory, when the family already was sleep...
yellow lunar sun 80 i went to mushroom tour with the little kaya from slovenia, ian from newsealand and one other bro from germany, but finally we didn’t found only one..in the evening go down to matavenero pizza party, in the organization of gabriel a brother from germany, out, in the village around the fire, big percussion african connexion again, amazing jamm, trance again in the dance and body loose story..the cookies and the pizza was ..yaaahh:) than went to sleep barbara show me the communal house.. in the morning walking little in the village, collect and eat a lot of black burry, than go down to the river, there were alex from germany and a french girl, after more and more people arrive, and the pool party started, the river made 3 pools into the rocks, jumping story, first was no problem, the second was bigger but ok., but the third one was a huge cascade, on the top where we were (4-5people) just a small canyon, with a strong water flow, on the two side high rock, back no way and nobody know exactly from where is possible to jump cause the top of the waterfall was curved, we just only know somebody was jump. finally we decide to climb up, with alex we were the last ones, he stocked, cannot climb back no way up and down neither, i went back to give a help hand to him, and after climb, finally it was no problem, only a hot situation in the ice cold water.. than sun and acro yoga, with barbara we didn’t remember the name of each other, so we give names, she become black burry, and my is atreyou, from the never ending story.. but she was mostly with alex.. little meditation than climb up to the rainbow place.. my mood was slide down a bit for the evening,
but when we arrive up to the mainfire met with pao:) since africa grande allegria:) than amos as well, but his foot was still not good about the horse accident.. little blabla about the others, viento and mamita in bretagne, direction mongolia, tom sold the horses in mali, then went around alone bought a boat and travel on the senegal, erica was with paola, mama africa she made music singing raga with bas, concert tour around mali, in senegal, and mauritania, but they wasn’t together any more, pao get other loves:), laura still in canarias,
elena was around with the horse, her dog lous (light) get baby dogs from punky (dog of eric):) maybe from viky (dog of pao):D, about eric still no news, somebody heard, somebody saw him in naukshout capital of mauritania, but nothing is sure, i still had the mission to get some information about him, he was live few years in matavenero, but he made here big trouble, nobody know about him nothing, contact, family nothing, only lot of things from him in the village.. i felt like he is a kind of phantom crazy story..
(cosmic white mirror 78) at the evening we stay long at the main fire with andrea from newsealand talking about blabla, star&fire connexion, when black burry fall in, she was confused, than she hurry away..andrea went to sleep, i start to follow b.b. direction the fountain, i taught she went down to matavenero, where they were sleeping since few days, but i found her sitting maybe 30m from the fire she was crying, but she was so confused i don’t really understand what happened, we get warm next to the fire than she down to matavenero, i went to the maintent sleep with shanty the dog of cheila.. i don’t like sleep, eat, blabla to be alone..)
with cheila always getting bit by bit nearer and nearer, she start to paint into my book, i was carving, from one avocado seed a heart with sun ans moon later i present to her, the remain of the spoon i made from the top part, one strange scull, head, something like aztec form or dunno, one other part i made one earring what i give to cheila, but i fuckd it, it was not growing symmetrically, later the third part i start to made another one, to give it to her, but in portugal, in faro the ocean eat it, later blablabla.. she leave my book half ready the drawing, i decide to continue it.. i was totally confused about her, sometimes i felt we r flowing in harmony, sometimes she was more with paulo, my mood was mountain hiking and jumping into canyons quickly..
blue overtone night 83 helio, (blue ? storm) a brother from chile who was the master of macramé, proposed to me fasting to help heal the infection, before i arrive to matavenero its almost gone, only had one or two injury, and here its come back, still don’t know why.. christina from the village give a kind of balsamina, cactus, what is very strong take out every liquid, so i should take where r my injurys..
rhythmic yellow seed 84 with cheila and david went down to the village collect castagnes, david went, with cheila we were first matavenero mission plant story, and the last eric round, but nothing..and the pirate earring..:) then we went to pick chestnuts, we collect a lot, to carry up after the second day fasting, good challenge..
the fasting was missing for me so much to clean little, i saw clearly the mirror, how the animal is governing normally, for me only need food, im not addict of coffee, smoking, very rarely little ígyshit, and any kind of dluugs..and i felt to made minimum one or maybe two more days, but on the red resonant snake 85 more than half of the gathering was on move, organization who goin with who free places blablabla, finally everybody ve place and ok, letsgo to ourense the “water festival on the thermal hot spring place” i decide to start to eat because about the moving was very bad the fasting..
red resonant snake 85 (15.10.09) agua caliente connexion
i went with wolf group, a brother from germany who was celebrate the flute workshop and some beautiful instrument were born..and the van of gabriel as well we arrive in the night to ourense, met up with the others (cheila wasn’t there, take paulo to the bus, who return to portugal and kaya with the 3childs from slovenia who we met before in ukrain and serbia), the water festival was an expo, the hot spring in the city a build up place, stay there at night next day all of us went to the expo, where the other half of the family with cheila:), massage, circle about what to do, the big part of the family wanted to stay there, we went to bano the natural hotsprings place with cheila and kayagroup..
the place is wonderful, the roman empire was build up a thermal, now only some pool and demolished buildings, stones what is remind, down a lake, around fields and forests, and very powerful. when we arrive there were already a small part of the family, helio, the little kaya, the miguels, and the french caravan, we start to build up a kind of seed camp, shitpit, kitchen, halio was doing the fire place with hand then he found a small but total clear mountain crystal, the present of mother earth, it happened with me as well in marocian gathering seedcamp in january, i was did the shitpit with stones and my hand and found a very powerful piece of argan wood then very easy way i carved a spoon from it, what is look like one ancient female god, like the miloi venus, i taught the “mother earth” give like present if we did what we do from our heart for the family..
in the evening with cheila in the hot pool many hours watching the stars, full trankil, then castagna mission. the next day blue solar hand 87 police action, we cannot camp there, the blond brother from spain with the sister from ukrain (africa connexion) like to eat the police:D
we moved the tents to the other side of a kind of bush wall, a big field, then the forest, where we were looking for mushrooms, and we found an old house, some amazing apple tree, we pick many.. than mushrooms, many amanita muscaria, and some eatable one, but mostly cheila was feel the “cogumelos”, i was the first time really somewhere else, i found a pine seed, but around only oak trees, i touch it and lie down almost fall a sleep, when cheila was calling me before the sleep, it was also strange.. in that time i was reading a book: fairys and magical beings, and about if somebody fall asleep on a fairy hill enter the fairy kingdom, where the time and space are not exist how we sense, few days there like can be many years in “our steady material reality”, and how the fairy princesses rab the mortal human beings..
for me cheila was the fairy who rab me, but i wasn’t worry at all..
on the evening time arrive the bigger part of the family, made the “feet circle” in the hot pool under the strong stary sky, some of them went to red bicycle tour and chillumbambulej tour.. the other night yellow planetary star 88 galactic portal door, new moon also on the pool with the family, massage to cheila, didg in the deep, flute, mouth tramp, salvia hungaryan shamanic song of reborn for new moon celebration, than we observe something on the stary sky, a very slow moving white shadow, big like the half of the full moon, around a white ring moving with the shadow, and a satellite into the circle, but moving faster than the shadow, when it leave the line of the ring, a big light then the all phenomena disappear behind the forest and we just sitting and thinking what was this.. if there is a ring around the sun, its mean reunion between the male and female energy.. then somebody heard the family saw it in matavenero, and in the marocean gathering as well.. after the poolstory big gastro trip, amazing mushroom meal and tortilla, and pure ígyshit story, what was also help to destroy the steady walls of this reality toward the eternal dimensions, then went to sleep, the nights were very cold, i always ask cheila to sleep together, before she always get some idea why not, this night she offer to sleep together, in hug..:)
red spectral moon 89 the last van of wolf went back to matavenero, then france, i really want to go to france to work, catch the kiwi picking season, i was in big dilemma what to do, finally i decide hitch back matavenero few days later and join to wolf, or emili, with the french caravan..so i stayd with cheila, in the evening together again, love, reunion, magic..
in the night start to rain, wake up early morning white crystal dog 90 and take kaya and her children to ourense catch a bus to madrid and a plain. of course something went wrong, they missed the bus, so what to do? go down to madrid airport, they get the plain, the police were staying next to the car, in the window a many of amanita muscaria feathers, crystals, dream catchers branches blabla, shanty barking, and two rasta appear like from the cave, identity check and lets go back to the hot springs, after 1100-1200kms what cheila was driving alone total ko, still raining, like the next day, cosmic blue monkey 91 my kin day..the most of the family caravans went to portugal, miguel and helio france kiwi picking (but later talk with helio and it was no possible cause chile..) , wolf, emili france..
net connexion, what to do? andrea email they are in portugal and they want to heading back to france soon, new people arrive from matavenero.. this day wasn’t at all strong like the before kin 91, in maroco gathering, when kathy and kitty arrive, and i taught they r dead..
then the last day still raining, thinking what to do, cheila told me before she don’t realy want i go with her to her mother place, take out my stuff from the car, but she was looking not nice so finally with her, to
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when we get out from the area the rain is gone, sun is come, little more mushroom, recycling mission, then in the evening arrive leiria, the place of cheilas mother, our relation was in the freezer, didn’t sleep together blabla.. her mother was doing reiky for us, the last day electric white wizard 94 we went meditate with her yoga group, what was more shanty like what my mother do, then she give me a pan, cause i give her one of my and i lest to hitch direction sintra near to lisboa a community to met up with andrea..
the hitch wasn’t at all so easy how i taught, i wasn’t at all in half way when its start get dark, two portuges guy take me they wasn’t talk in english i don’t understand where they are going, when i was enter the car cheila was calling me, blabla, dunno where we r going, finally she was talking with them, go caldes da reinha, confuse mixing situation, the two guy were very nice, take me lot of places to get this day sintra finally cheila was calling cajiva, who live next to this city, he was coming to met up, then we realize we was know each other from matavenero, they were repair him car in the evening..
i slept in his house, he has a big black dog, criolo, in the morning, he was wake up us better then the alarm clock. we went to pick up him motorcycle, yahama dt50 like my brother ve, I wasn’t a fan of a motor all my life, and only few times when I was drive, mostly scooters when I was need it, but now we went by a very little red car, and I ve a possibility to learn quick to drive a motor, so I did, with some stop of the engine but worked. we pick mushroom (cogumelos) on the way back, big fat, sexy bulletos yammee:P
then later we went to cajivas casting to obidos, the next small city but very touristic because of a big castle and cheila was coming there as well. shanty and criolo the two black male dog was don’t like each other fight all the time if we didn’t separate them. we went to walk around the castle with cheila and the emotions are flame again high, I flew on wings..
we spent the night at cajivas place, in the morning we went 4 a coffe then to look his land, where he ve a lot of fruit tree bambuleeey, but cheila forget shanty in the coffe place so they went to pick him and in that time I was picking amazing apples, and mushrooms again from “witch circles”, what I saw first time in my life, the mushrooms were growing in concentrically circles, amazing, and the taste of them and the last day picked bulletos as well:P
in this day I had to met with andrea in sintra, but we were too late, I went with cajiva in the late afternoon time, he went to south repair a van of one brother, helder, and he take me finally to sines, south from lisboa, we met up there late in the night with the new zealandians, I gave present the carved pipe from eric (from the disappeard caravan Africana member) to cajiva, cause I don’t use it a much, and he was like it. we met, he get off, we slept in the beach, then overtone yellow warrior 96 we went to a community, called tamera, a huge place the landscape like in Australia, red ground, dry plants. tamera is a very interesting place, a spiritual “village” the most famous thing is the target of the free love, for me wasn’t so sympatic, the people want to pay for living there, the welcome was also not welcomed because they r “not open now” because of the olive harvest, but we spent there the night and the other day some hours. I walkd up one hill, on the top was many dolmens in 3-4 circles, almost the all of stone were carved, I meditate then active meditate there a little, then move down to south, somewhere, my idea is met up with cajiva but no answer to call him.
andrea and ian both of them were blue monkeys like me, they were in relationship since long time but now they ve need to separation, andrea wanted to get back to france and I wanted to go with her 4 looking some work possibility, ian wanted to stay in traveling south, but with car with people but where he want or I dunno exactly, but there was a strange energy between them, what is influenced me later..
we spent the night on the beach in the southest part of Portugal, at evening time cheila called me, they also coming down next day with Teresa, the rasta brother with two small dog from caldes and shanty, course. I slept on the cliffs, under me maybe 30m the sea and a small bay with steps down and fullpower waves. we spent the half day there, the small bay was beautiful, wild, but all around houses..:S at afternoon cajiva come with helder, boyfriend of Teresa, we met in matavenero as well, and we leaved to helders place, fullbanana recycling mission the all container was full banaaanaaaa yaaaahhhhh:P::P we eat it any kind of forms many daysJ helder workd with stone carving, very nice stuff. later the others were arrive to, we slept with a legion of mosquitos in the tent with cheila, it was fkin warm.
then in the morning all of us with all dogs (they were running everywhere all the time on the street and we shouting to them all the time..) went by walk to take a coffe, picking many almonds, get a nice knife for 4euro, then I carve the cosmic b monkey sign in it cajiva did as well his sign lunar dog, then they run back to the house, we stays with cheila painting. when we were walk back we saw something happened, run there, and saw cajiva with crying eyes, and criolo is lying on the ground shaking and in blood, he was run to the street and one car hit him. the others went already take a car, and they went to take him to the doctor, we leave with cheila, I become mad for this I rememberd my last dog, she was sick all her life and around in her 4-5 year she get something, and I took her to the doctor to give a forever dream… all day I was out little, and this was turning again the connexion with c.. finally criolo don’t get big problem he was just shocked, he is young strong dog, but this accident was change him.. and me as well for few days.. maybe cause of her, I still don’t know, I was instable or cheila. in the evening time we jump all of us to front of faro to a long island, where Teresa ve a house on the beach, and spent there the fullmoon time, few days, and how I realize it later the Halloween as well..
cheila was avoid me, I felt myself loco. the place where we were was crazy good, step out from the house to the terrace then sand, then the sea, around 20m’s, shells stuffs and feathers fullconnexion, large waves, family and many fan&joy.. “I wanna love jah!”
before day of fullmoon I get quick the deep because the vibes with c. at the red planetary dragon, I got to sleap, relatively early, around midnight, but I slept bad then wake up before the morning glory, c. wasn’t next to me, but outside also, I felt confused, feel to bambuleey, but cannot found it, then start to paint, continue what c. start to paint in my book in rainbow, I paint a mirror in a urboros frame (the white and black snake bite each other tail, and this is the order of universe) inside a tree with face, and a form of a sneak dreads women who touch the middle of the mirror and the tree, and her hand is disappear inside the mirror, around many symbolical, maya calendar, duality paradox blabla. later I realize the women is cheila and the tree is me. long time ago when I paint (its so usually L) I use the tree symbol in the center around sun-moon heart stars the four elemts etc..
then the people wake up, bombom little long time ago, I become high from the all situation, don’t sleeping and mind twist, the full moon start the waking period from down white spectral wind 102. later cajiva and the rasta brother get back to caldes, cajiva to one farmer conference. c. enchant the cd of wild marmalade, core duo, very crazy Australian didgeridoo player, she was in a didg. festival in spain, and met with him, and present a cd, and dancetrance and juggling in the evening of fullmoon fullpower!:)
sometime went to sleap, I lay next to c. don’t let myself, and I take her up again..
the next day we went, to pero negro community, but before sleep in the wild beach in the edge of south-west Portugal, and walk in the cliffs, cut agave to make didgeridoo from it, what finally not happened, or I didn’t made, there was not time anymore,c. dunno..
next day arrive to pero negro after a long circling in the forests and mountains, eat madronho, a small, red-orange very tasty fruit, but if someone eat too much become drunk from it, the people around pero negro (there are planty of madronho bushes) made from this fruit palinka (the hungaryan name) kind of very strong alcohol. up, in the community we met up again the half of family from matavenero:) hug and love xonnexion que tal, mui bien lindoolindaa, play music watchawatchaaa jah jah! then we went down with cheila, sleep together last night in the high grass next to the crystal spring, I wasn’t there again waaadaafaaak..:S
end of the fairy tale, return to spain, france, hungary..
then the last day the wavespell of red magnetic serpent 105 and also the day before the ten galactic portal day next each other, cheila is went, muchissimos besos, kisses hugs stop and hug again, and india project with inchallah vibration, in hands of god.. I was standing on the road dunno how long, I didn’t realize she is gone, the fairy tale is end, but the fairy is rab my heart, what I felt all time with her, Im worry, but i don’t ve words, even in hungaryan, like the ancient hindi language, to express such a colorful the infinite waves of emotions.
she is gone, and we also all of us with a many vans, caravans down somewhere to a surfers beach, I went with helder and Teresa van, then spent a grey night there, and the starting of the 10 galactic portal days, white lunar worldbridger 106 we start the insane monkey caravan (with the new sealanders) back to spain, sevilla first day a cousine of andrea, then next day getting direction Granada, (I dreamt confused at the night about snowboarding in beneficio with cheila who was transforming sometimes other persones), and ian was since thinking “what to do, lot of things to do..”:) so,
I proposed to get beneficio, (a big community with many people, planty of travelers and lot of brothers and sisters in a valley of sierra Nevada soth from granada) we get there, met up with paz, the brother from London and india, from last year traveling school of life very good connexion:) and :)))(((: markus from Greece, one of the best didgeridoo player who I met, in January 09 when I get to maroco, chefchauen, get the bad news about the destroyd boat and one survived german girl, I become fkin mad and if I didn’t met with him, and decide to go together to the rainbow.. then since that time I didn’t c him, didn’t know about im nothing, I felt nice meetings will wait 4me there, it was. also met yoshi from the marocian gathering she told me, many from the family getting to Indian gathering and kumbh mela…met with Paulo from matavenero, the last boyfriend of cheila, when we arrive I knew why we come here. we spent few days there, mantra singing connexions, beneficio connexion, paz provide me one empty tent to sleep, this was my first time here, but from what I heard about this community it wasn’t so bad how I thought, but also the energys wasn’t clearn at all, paz and markus both of them was much downer how I remember for them, paz wasn’t shine like befor, electric human, markus didn’t had too much to say with didge, and his instrument was little broken, the atmosphere was little stale, autumn..before we get off, I wanted to talk with paulo about cheila, and it was also synchronically, when we met, I really want to talk with cheila, what happened, and she call me when we were sitting around the fire front of p. tipi. and the leaving day I told the story to Paulo, he become a little confused, and he say he is finished with her, but I felt in his vibes its not, and they still ve a strong connexion, and I felt this in cheila also without words..
then we leave from here as well, get to south direction Almeria, the energys in the monkey caravan become also stranger and stranger, jah, the right front window of the car was broken since sintra, and all the wind was comeing inside.. on south we found a huuugee container of full cherimoya waaaaaa lovee it soo much, we get with some cartons :P slept 2-3 night on the way up direction Barcelona, france, we were thinking about to go to barca, and after visit lisa Israel and taiyo a beautiful family, we met in marocian gathering as well, lisa is galactic sun, Israel her boyfriend is galactic storm, the perfect partner, and taiyo their baby is a solar storm, on tone higher than his father, and philosophy about the disappeared difference “pit” between the newer and newer generations, and the now and last years borned souls are teach the adults and blablabla..
finally we didn’t get to Barcelona, also ian had problem to get to the family, all of us were tired, mostly the they were tired from each other, they was need some separation, what is not happened, I stays few days in the large house near besalú in a beautiful forest, mountain, with the “shiny” family, also they take some of my stuff, (long fire contact stuff, some cloths) from maroco, before the African caravan and now give back, it was a great shanty time after the growing pressure monkey caravan. I talk some time with cheila on internet, she get to work to obidos, but don’t feel too much to stay, she will feel, and also she is I was thinking here realy what to do, found some work anywhere to get money for india project, Israel and lisa told me they found each other soul realy in india, they love it:) I was thinking to hitch paris, I talk friends from paris, and from there fly to oslo, talk with a mono brother from there as well, but the day, blue spectral eagle 115 the last day of the 10days galactic portal days, I wake up, and I say, ok send me a sign, I felt the vision power of the day, and the clear on my head, I check the internet, and Andrew wrote me since we separate in French, and I decide ok I will get back to hungary, it was 14 of november, and I wanted to get back hungary fro xmas time anyway, and fly to oslo, find job and get back to hungary and do it all in one month, no…the family went to Barcelona, drop me to the highway, sea of hugs and kisses:) and at the evening time I was in france in a car of a women who was going to gap, I get a headache and also kamion stop on Sunday so I decide to go back for few days to longo may community near forcalquier, and It was already late at night, but I ve luck and love hitch in south francve I get there nighttime.. spent there few days, met again with seraina and Patrick, from swiss, and they told me ági a shiny sister from hungary was there after the agricultural gathering, and later come a guy also from swiss who know her. one day I was with ships, they just did the “trans’mans” if I write it well, to shepherd down them from near briancon mountain pasture fields.
then in the white magnetic mirror 118 I leave by hitch, I was slow, because of too much loop, and in the frontier of Italy didn’t get stop, so I decide to blackride on trains, and I did all night cross Italy from toylet to toylet, hald sleeping half awaking, I get around venice, or maybe little more, from there I went by hitch again, I was thinking to get ljubjana visit some sisters and brothers but I was very tired and the sister who I realy want to visit was just few days and let go to canaries.finaly 3 camion stop (but all day) I arrive at eveningtime to érd (near budapest), I knocking on the door of my mother house, nobody was know im coming, she was little scared who is at late like now, and get a shock:)…
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